Oh, the irony -

sitting here. all by my lonesome.  just me and the dog.  the whole weekend.  alone. no fun things to do. no dates to go on. no boys to crush on. and what pops up on my music player? "Are you gonna be my girl?". no, JET. i'm not. because i'm busy eating chinese noodles and drowning my sorrows in apple cider - and the 3 part trainwreck that is the twilight saga.  it's equal parts awesome and awful.  and somehow soothing in the same way as eating icing straight out of the can.  you know it's a poor choice, but you just can't quite quit.  and it temporarily makes you feel a bit better.


see, i have this issue. i feel like God has revealed to me the individual who is going to save me from being forever alone.  however, half of the answer seems to be "wait. now is not the time."  and the answer as a whole is not totally satisfying. because, to be honest, this "answer" is not something i'm super thrilled about.  i don't even think this guy likes me.  i feel like a nuisance to him when i speak. and he makes me feel stupid in a condescending way.   i gave up on trying to be decent friends a while ago.  so, who knows what this means/is/will be. i just sit here feeling cockblocked by karma and Jesus. that's a terrible term (because i'm not actually looking to sleep with anyone until i'm married, and Jesus would never do such a thing, and karma doesn't exist), but its the closest i can come to explaining this apathetic shlump that is my [lack of] love life.  i need patience. and would love to see some confirmation. to put it in the words of a good friend: " either this is it, and he has a lot of growing to do, and you're in for a wild ride, or satan just upped his game with you." so, is this it? is this the beginning of said wild ride? has satan upped his game? both? who even knows? all i really know is that i don't. *sigh*. i'm going to bed.

Just to let it be known...

(because gleeks are ferociously hardcore)
that I have known about Damian McGinty for years.  As in like 5.  Because he was part of a group of singers called Celtic Thunder; I have the CDs.  I don't care that you've followed him since day one of the Glee Project.  You are still just jumping on the bandwagon.  I win. Get over it.

Thanks.

Bahahaaha - but in all seriousness, yes, he's great. And he's also been around for awhile.  Its cool.  But for once, I am going to revel in having known about something from the start. Well, not the ultimate start, because I'm not from Ireland and didn't know him before Celtic Thunder... so that negates my argument anyway. BUT, yeah. So... just yeah. lol